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Steven Holcomb
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I believe in putting HEART into everything that I do. I also believe in long descriptions, because they allow me to fully express who I am, the person behind the artwork. I used to hate myself, but now I love who I'm becoming. My strongest memories are ones that have feelings attached to them. The stronger the emotion, then the longer the memories last. I used to be a loner, but now I enjoy the spotlight. I used to be ugly & stupid, but now I'm sexy & smart. I don't care if you hate me or like me, as long as I've left an impression on your lives...because all of you have given me feelings & memories that I'll remember for the rest of mine.

I'm a 28yo guy who's somewhat a jack of all trades. Everything I put here is true. My ethnicity is Thai, Chinese, and American. I'm a graphic designer, amateur stripper (chair & pole dance), teen model (former), nude / glamour model (soon to be), freelance web developer & internet marketer, video game designer, audio designer, game programmer, web programmer, massage therapist (not certified), black belt in Tae Kwon Do, knowledgeable in Wrestling / Hapkido / Jiu-jitsu, gymnast (former), fitness enthusiast (not to be confused with eating healthy foods), gaming enthusiast, anime nut, film buff, honor roll student, and all around goofball. Oh, I used to work as a sushi waiter, parking lot attendant (I was one of those guys in the toll booth), and I used to be ordained as a holy Buddhist Monk (no joke on the Monk part).

These past 2 years I've decided what I really wanna do with the rest of my life...and creating a Deviant Art presence is one of my long term goals. I'm currently a freelance web designer that's looking for a full time job, so that I can do my freelance work and nude / glamour modeling on the side as extra income. Hoping that one day I will have time to own my very own Indie Games that I'm working on, and become a full time web designer & nude / glamour model.

I'm heavily into PC's (not Mac yet...but someday soon) and I use Photoshop CS4, CS3 to create digital art / design for Independent Games, Websites, and Photography. I've been designing for 6 years now, but these past 2 years (since 2010) have been my best years as a digital designer, my most productive and creative so far. I've used Photoshop, Illustrator, InDesign, 3D Maya, 3Ds Max, After Effects, Premiere Pro, Soundbooth, and Fruity Loops 10.

When it comes to Games I can do the following for 2D games: textures, UI design, level design, background art, menus, title screen, & credits...all of this using Photoshop. I then put it all together using Flash, Game Maker, or C++ (I'm still learning code). Then add my own special effects with After Effects. I also add my own audio effects using Soundbooth and create my own music using Fruity Loops 10.

When it comes to Websites I can do the following: all web art assets in Photoshop, Flash based websites, I use Dreamweaver (mostly for putting it all together), and I can also make my own banner ads for affiliate marketing.

When it comes to Photography I can do the following: retouch & manipulate them, I can also be my own model for the photos that I need (I have a girlfriend that photographs me), and I take texture photos for reference as Game Art.

Finally, it all comes down to my nude / glamour art. I haven't been modeling for nearly a decade (since 1998) when I was a teen. But now things have changed, I'm grown up. Now I'm discovering this new passion in my life. It's very important to me. My strip tease, pole dancing, knowledge of men's sexual health, and nude / glamour art has set me aside from the rest of society. Yet it's very much a part of who I am in this world and it's what I love to do. I want to become better at it, every day of my life. My heart is definitely set on this, it's defined who I'm becoming in my life.

All I ask is that you let me entertain you with all of my heart.

Thanks for reading this & enjoy my artwork!

Current Residence: Everett, Washington, USA
Favourite style of art: Digital Art & Photography
Operating System: PC
Favourite cartoon character: I love ALL cartoons
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Greetings World!!!

Some of you may know that I'm both a dancer & a designer.  And lately I've just had a moment of clarity & confidence in myself, showing my body as an artform.

I exercise 90-120 min on a daily basis...yoga, cardio, strength, balance, kenpo, & dancing...but for some reason I always seem to have this "baby fat" around my waist.  No matter how much I diet or exercise it's there.  At first I was worried that I wouldn't be accepted by the online communities in a way that I want to see myself, in a way that I want to portray myself as a nude artist.  Some photos of mine are soft & lovable, while some of my nude photos are supposed to be smutty & extreme (which is also a goal of mine).  I have my own personality that I can proudly say is unique, but unless you see me dancing or meet me in person, it's very hard to capture the essence of myself in photographs.

While my GF takes pics of me on a daily basis, I spend hours editing them in Photoshop CS4 (I'm a photoshop ninja hehe).  At first I didn't like any of them cuz they make me look fat or wtvr.  Basically the photos didn't look the same as my reflections in the mirror, or rather how I see myself, or how I feel about my own body.  Walking by me in public will look different than a photo of me...at least that's how I feel about myself, don't we all?

So I've come to realize that my baby fat is just one of my cute & cuddly features that truly makes me look like "the boy next door" or wtbr. And I don't mind showing that part of myself anymore :) Some of my features are very feminine, while others are "boyish" and no matter how athletic or fit I feel inside, my body type is what it is.  I noticed that some girls have baby fat around their bodies, but they still look so beautiful. So I've come to the conclusion that even though I have some extra healthy skin around my core region (waist & soft belly) and rock hard abs underneath, I may actually appear "nice" to the eyes of the audience...as an artist I mean, or naked boy.  Photography is new to me, but interacting with people up close & personal is a different thing.  So I realized that my body type isn't petite, I'm not skinny or anything, I'm not hairy, or made of flab.  And I'm not ripped with muscular abs & pecks n stuff. Instead I have a beauty of my own...and it's all mine.  I wanted to share that with the rest of the online community.

Luv me or hate me, I just want to entertain you.  I just got a bunch of self-confidence in my life and I want to share it with all of you. :)

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DayaTom Featured By Owner May 24, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Hey, thank you for the :+fav:
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inessentialstuff Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2012  Professional Photographer
I'm very, very late to this :blushes: , but thank you for the fav. Cheers. :ahoy:
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KellyZak Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2011
thanks for the fav!

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somadjinn Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2011  Professional Photographer
Thank you kindly for faving :)
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SofieStorm Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav :iconpinklilyplz:
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StationPayne Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2011
absolutely :)
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wednesday793 Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the fave my friend. :)
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StationPayne Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2011
of course :)
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loriLUNACY Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the fav! :D:hug:
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StationPayne Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2011
absolutely!
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